Excessive

I've tried to redesign Excessive Rambling multiple times in the last year or so. Pretty much starting when I got my current job as a primarily Laravel developer, I wanted to bring all the advantages of using Laravel into the Excessive Rambling system. I think I've started the project four times and this is the only time where I've made any significant progress. I have a habit of diving in too deep and eventually losing interest as I make progress too slow.

As you probably noticed, the site looks different! It's also got a new address! Yes, I have moved the site to a new server, I have rebuilt the entire website from scratch, and I'm using it as a tool to motivate myself to write more.

I'm so nervous to go back to work tomorrow, you have no idea. I almost feel as nervous as when I first started there, and it's stupid because the weekdays are by far easier than weekends, and I've worked weekends every week for the last year.

For some reason I just hate forms, I hate designing forms, I hate processing forms, blah! I HATE IT! I'm avoiding it like the plague but I know I need to do it... I just don't wanna!

I knew I was going to get a migraine, I wrote it on Twitter to prove that I could predict it. I started feeling dizzy and my eyes hurt, and now here I am, in near unbearable pain. I've taken three extra strength tylenol and one advil, and now a sleeping pill, but I'm still in pain just sitting here. I want to get tired so I can just go to sleep.

I feel sick.

I didn't feel sick earlier.

I got home from work around 9:30 I guess, once I got home, I made some bruschetta since I had some really nice looking tomatoes out on top of the fridge (I like my bruschetta at room tempurature). I could've had microwavable lasagna, but went for the fresh, lighter option.

I'm kind of bored, but this is a typical night and I probably shouldn't feel bored. I just watched a movie, The Hangover, and now I'm watching Jimmy Fallon.

I haven't really been able to write lately, I'm not sure why, but, I don't feel very good about it. This week has been less then spectacular, and I feel a weight upon my chest that seems all too familiar.

I'm over tired, on a sleeping pill and just watched Hot Tub Time Machine. It's time for bed now, and I would like to write amore substantial entry tomorrow.

I also would like to continue working on remaking the front end of this website! It get can frustrating though, trying to make it exactly how I want it.