Excessive

A little while ago I was convinced that I would never enjoy a game again. I remember being really worried that I had grown out of them, and then I just couldn't find fun in it anymore. I am very happy to report that I am having a huge amount of fun playing games lately.

It's a nice revelation as I chat with a friend and I'm asked how things have been, if I've been having an easier time, and I go to respond and realize I can say, "yeah, today was a good day." I'm kind of lost within a bubble of safety, where I pretend that nothing else exists except things that make me happy, and it's safe to say that's mainly playing Disgaea 4, but I can tell that something in my head has clicked, at least for right now, in that I'm super energetic and creative... and yeah... I know what that means, but I'll pretend like I don't. It's better... much better than the last week, because at least I can still sedate myself when needed, to counteract the side effects.

I woke up today and it seemed like the day, the morning that greeted me, was some kind of universal apology. It made me think that if a God existed, this was him saying sorry to me.

I had two exams today, SQL and Business, and I wasn't stressed out about either of them.

After exams, my friends and I - Calen, Mathew and Rachel - went to Swiss Chalet for lunchner, and that was nice.

Most of today was spent with a bad headache, almost a migrane I suppose. I woke up early, due to hearing laughter and talking, which is understandable, but I wasn't rested enough, and got up off the back/neck killing couch (where I was sleeping due to Emily's sister staying over for two nights; I'm sure she won't mention it on her own website) and stumbled onto my bed as they were getting up. I slept there for a bit but woke up with an even worse headache. I was asked to go meet Emily and Katherine over at my Mom's house af ter they had gone to the movies, but my head hurt too much and I didn't want to move, so I didn't. I basically spent the entire day playing Disgaea and feeling like shit inside.